This girl, we met a few years ago.
I was with my friends, probably three other guys, she was with her sister.
We were in a Halloween store. She was wearing a blue long sleeve shirt and and pink sweatpants. Everyone was talking at once but all I could focus on was her. It was like she was the only person in the world. My mind went completely blank when she looked at me for the first time. We talked a few times but I was less than nothing to her. We started texting a little. Then a lot. Then everyday. Then all day. Then from the time we woke up until one of us fell asleep. I loved her more than anything. She liked me a little. I overwhelmed her. I lost her. We stopped talking for a few months. We started up again. She actually liked me. She loved me. I never saw her. She begged me everyday but I never came. I lost her again. Now. We talk all day. I’m scared to say, do, ask anything. I don’t want to lose her again. I love her. I’ve loved her since the minute I saw her. Do you know the pain of dreaming about the same girl for…years* but never getting to be with her?